Quite a few things happened this week. Sorta make me happy, unhappy, joyous, moody. Most important, again making me do not know what do I want. To some other people, issue is not an issue. Things are not that complicated. Just what do I want. Again, I am living a world thinking of how people think of me, what I do and how I do certain things. Just what state of mentality I am always in. I really do not know. Double life? Not so bad. Hard to understand? Maybe.
Met someone that I can talk to really well few days ago. Once I can talk nicely or rather gentlemanly to someone, it shows she is of certain stature. People who knows me knows how bad I am in not 'giving face' to people I totally do not feel like talking to. Is this illusion? Maybe not. Cos I am super selective to persons that I feel comfortable talking to..
Just suddenly feel hard to live a life as a human sometimes..
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